although she n me related, but i chat with her in msn only. when face to face, i dun know how to start conversation with her. Every one also say that she is pretty than me, maybe this cause i dun like join her, i feel stress. Y never have ppl praise me pretty???????????? i also dun like her attitude, she is such demure. i prefer more natural. Like me, sometimes i will write bad words in facebook n msn, but this is one of my style, i dun like hide my real personality. I'm not rude actually, i can attest it. But i very confirm that i'm a churlish girl, i still need time to convert myself, to improve become more polite, affable. But my style is my style, i dun like change just because i want u to have good feeling to me. I just want all go natural.
i also dun like feeling of lose, i dun like lose to my rival, it makes me embarrass. actually study at night very tired, but what can i do ar? only music from my handphone will accompany me study midnight. Just give myself be patient...
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